Neoooohuiying

you've carved many memories,

Pig ^(oo)^

you knew that i dont like to go.
you keep asking me go.
go there accompany you.
im not interested in anything.
sit there like a retard.
wait for the thingy to end.
i dont like the feeling sitting there,
standing near the window and looked out,
like idiot .

the first time i went,
was on Valentine's Day ; 2009.
the game they played..
shocked me.
it was so scary.
mixed with people idk.
sit with people idk.
we were sitting so far apart.
i didnt pay attention through out the talk.

from that day,
i told myself.
i wont go with you,
anymore.

after a year,
u asked me, i rejected so many times.
but last week,
i went because Queenie went.
Yes, i didnt pay attention, again.
because im not interested,
at all.

i dont even pay attention over there, ( not the first time )
how the fuck i know in their heart ,
will they say " how come she come here and never pay attention,
so disrespectful "

all the people there are,
are almost all Christian.

whenever i went there,
i am dying to get out of the place.

if i go , and makes you happy and makes me unhappy.
i rather we both unhappy.

the place will be fun if i know everyone there,
but too bad, i dont know.
even if i know,
i shouldn't be going there.

i told my mum that im not going out today,
because he is going to church,
he asked me but i rejected.

my mum came back,
she saw my face black black.
HAHA !

my mum said " 跟他说你是拜神的，不可以去church."

after she bathe,
and she asked,
"跟他吵架阿，要不然脸黑黑"
and she said,
"当然啦，他这样听妈妈的话，
总有一天，你靠边站的。"

walau,
my mum really can read my mind.
no need to say also know ;eeks

i think my mum is funny.
saying those things,
and i laughed :X

Saturday is the only day,
we can spend more time together with each other.
we used to spend our afternoon till night every Sat.
but i guess,
from today,
every Sat,
we wont be spending our afternoon till night together.

you know,
i dont like to go out when the sky is getting darker.
so .. yah.

tatas

so great that can't be erased